Moments like this, I can’t help but question my existence, my worth and value as a person.
What’s my purpose? Is there any?
Haven’t I proven myself yet to the people around me?
Why am I hurting? Is there really a way to healing?
Which path will I take?
Why am I still in pain?
When will this end?
To whom will I talk to?
Would they care enough to listen?
Will they understand?
Am I just prolonging my agony?
Or is this just a product of my hallucinations?
Oh wait, Am I hallucinating?
Or is this really happening?
Is this even real?
Or am I having a nightmare?
This pain is just too much.
How can I stop this?
For how long can I stop breathing?
A minute? Or maybe less?
Would that even help?
Or it’ll just get worst?
Just blabbin' 
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